Thoughts

Typically ever girl has this ideal fairy tale kind of guy whom she wants to find, the average everyday guy just doesn't cut it, her expectations and standards won't allow her to just date anyone. Well that is for a woman that has already found herself and everything else is just to compliment her no completion necessary. Whats the issue with finding that right person? I propose this; not every expectation we have is going to be met! Woman or man Fact! You have to learn to position yourself for the impossible and allow the inevitable to occur. Most woman like myself whom are guarded don't feel comfortable just surrendering there emotions for any cause in fear of either losing themselves in love or being hurt by someone who can't love her the way see deems right. I still say a guarded woman is still an insecure woman hiding in her walled nature. Regardless of knowing who you are doesn't stop the possibility that you are afraid of pain, even the most successful, strong minded woman, have insecurities it's about channeling that and not letting it rest on your shoulders so that the praying mantis in you breaks apart possible relations resulting in a vicious cycle of loss of relation and self esteem.

Tonight, if just one night" copy written"

 

 

We don't have long,
if tonight is all we have lets stay until the stars fade away,
I will lay inside your arms and breathe you in to me,
there is so much of you i want to take away with me, besides this pictures in my mind,
run away with me,
lets forget all that we know just for the night and lets sail away into a place were you and i exist as one for eternity,
that's the place that you and i don't have to walk away,
I cant bare to let you go again not so far from me,
so if night is all we have i don't want to close my eyes,
don't want to let the time escape from us,
Ill make a memory with every touch,
and ill hold back every time the tears that want to erupt,
so i'll kiss your lips and taste each moment of our love,
If tonight is all we have tomorrow ill be numb
like a statue made of ice to be reserved,
I cant stand the cold but with out you there is no warmth,
and numb is all that consumes me,
If tonight is all we have lets make this last forever, if only in my mind were you exist beyond space and time,
and when i close my eyes your with me,
thats what keeps my sanity,
tonight will fade and the tears will fall and i, i will eventually be ok,
 through this dark tunnel there is a light that you and i will reach someday.